I struggled to remain calm against the tight collar on my neck and realized quite quickly that while it was tight, I could still breathe. That was a relief. The chain leash didn't really surprise me, and I almost giggled at the thought.

I was so confused, my emotions seeming to go from one extreme to the other and then back again faster than I imagined possible.

I struggled to pay attention to your words..."Since you can't control yourself, perhaps we should take your voice from you." My eyes widened and teared slightly as you forced the ball gag into my mouth and secured it. It was huge and my jaw began aching immediately.

My mind was focussed on the discomfort of my jaw and the difficulty I was having swallowing the copious amounts of saliva the ball seemed to produce through my constricted throat. My eyes watched you warily as you walked to between my legs and reached your hand out.

A sudden, burning rush of pain engulfed my nether region as the blood rushed back to my lips. A feral scream formed in my throat and I thrased on the table for all I was worth as I let it go.

The only sound that escaped into the room was a muffled uncomfort thanks to the ball gag but it was apparent from my thrashing and the heavy tears that were once again running down my face that I was in a significant amount of pain.