Russell,

Thank you for that very honest and insightful answer.
From your posts, you remind me much of Master and how He thinks...
So now, you've given me some food for thought... as I do consider Him a very smart person and master.
I know He enjoyed the time I was thinking of in particular when I started this thread- but I still did get the point! and have modified my behaviors since...

And here is a story I wrote about the time:

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/sh...ad.php?t=10114