well i don't know if this has anything at all to do with it, but i know sometimes when i act pissy about stuff it's because i have been feeling neglected by my Master and i want Him to pay attention to me. it's immature, yes, and it's manipulative, but it usually ends up getting me some form of attention. it doesn't always work out in my favour though and sometimes i am punished for this behaviour, but that too, is Him paying attention when i have felt neglected. i do NOT do this often as it is not my nature but if there are long periods of time where i have [B][I]felt[I][B] that i have been ignored, and i am feeling self conscious and all of those other uncertain things, then i do. i don't know if your sub is 'missing' something or not but i know that is what makes me behave this way. good uck.
orchid