Oh...wow! What an experience! Thank you so much for sharing such an intimate act. I know it's not that easy to talk about this sort of thing to an audience, believe me...I've been there. *smiles*

It sounds like you had a wonderful time even though the session was somewhat ended before you got your money's worth of time. And I understand that the orgasm that sneaked up on you must have been embarrassing for you. But it looks like your Mistress took it well and at least tried to make you feel good about it. Still you say that you think you couldn't go through something like this again...why's that? If I'm being too curious here just let me know, I could certainly understand. But since I'm a newbie myself and haven't had a r/l experience yet I try to take every opportunity to learn more.

Congrats on your courage - you should be proud of yourself for following through with living your desires.

Silke