Not to be a smart ass but i would like to have a Mistress/Master,

i've made it a point to say how much i've done what i call top and bottem the physical acts: floging, spakings, croping, paddling, single tailing, ect. i love what these things can do for me physically, but being cained for the plaser of a top, and being cain because i'm being punshed are very different

What i would like is to learn what the mental side of D/s has to offer though experiences, and then able to grow from them.