It felt good to run and explore all day to just pass out in a comfy bed at night. To actaully run to teh point of exhaustion. See things she never imagined she would see. Actaully she had given up hope to see the outdoors again so this was truly special to her. When she remembered she took pictures.
Never in her life had she felt so carefree and relaxed. While she doubted she would ever be normal again she was starting to get some resemblance of control. The doctor had alwayss promised she would not survive well without him, and he was partailly right. There were times she missed some of the pain and control but then she would curl up in Cian's arms and realize she really a not missing much.
There was one morning she woke alone in the bed. Thankfully she did not wke from a nightmare. The first thing her eyes saw was a tiger stripped stuffed kitten. It was not as good as waking in his arms but it was yet another reminder that he was with her. Also a fairly good answer to her wanting a man eating cat. It found a home in the corner of the dash board while they drove and on her pillow at night.
On the fifth afternoon, she had leaned over in her seat. Somewhat bored and wanting some entertainment. Starting to play with the button of his pants. Ignoring his questions and hands she eased his erection out of his pants. "Eyes on the road..." Was her only warning before her mouth became otherwise preoccupied. She felt the car jerk once or twice but it only made it more exciting. After his finish, she wiped her mouth and laid her head on his leg, turning to lay on her back. Obvisously she was content with herself.