it is actually quite funny actually............

since i first REALLY started looking at guys i have never liked guys my age or younger...... i have always liked them older than me

i mean the celebrity crushes i have had vary from Tom Felton (20)-- Draco Malfoy all the way to Alan Rickman (63)-- Severus Snape (it is his voicee.... it makes me drool a little bit lol)

so when i found out my Master was older than me by quite a few years i was OVERJOYED....... and i love Him more than my own life