Quote Originally Posted by Guera View Post
[I]as I need to get my own *(& % together.ugh, I hate it when I have to take responsibility for myself. drat.
Excately my problem really, i dont fake emotions well and really prefer not to. Being concerned about something thou is a normal human response. Even if my sub does enjoy the beast within more than my polite, questioning or pondering attitude. I really need those moods and the responses they bring out, to make up my mind on big decisions.

That is i realised im more complex than just plain dominant and thus need more complex responses than just submission to have a fulfilling relationship.

I dont really know if i can explain this in english, but i guess my sub hoped for perfection in me and i really dont care too much about how people see me.

What is clear is that i can only speak for my personality and shortcommings in this one experience.