Solis that was beautifully done. I learned something new there, too, and it made me think a lot about what I had to learn in therapy when my depression was worst: letting go of mechanisms/barriers that you once learned to protect yourself but that, after a while, are superfluos. they have served you well during a time when you needed them. But often they stay behind and can become a prison you cannot get free from, hurt you more than they help. you have to unlearn them, which is really really hard.
Some of these barriers that are used to protect you from people who would want to harm you, can become too strong and itīs really hard then to trust someone fully. For a good D/s relationship trust is so important that you need to break these barriers down, not for everyone but for your Dom/me. You need to let them fully in and need to realize that (if you found the right person) thereīs one person you donīt need to protect yourself from.

Deigja