Enema Training

[kittenfemme]

Ok... I'm not sure what happend to my post. Consider this a reposting.

Please forgive the near copy and paste from an e-mail, but I'm a little short on time:

I've never been all that attracted to the idea, but lately I've had a yearning for it. I'd love to see how much water I can hold, and be forced to hold more and more as the weeks and months of training progress. And, of course, being roughly fucked in the ass afterwards would be lovely. *Cheshire kitty grin*

Maybe the topic disgusts you. So be it. Forget I asked. But I would be very grateful if you've info, insight, or know of a resource that you could point out. I want to learn more about it before suggesting it to my Mistress... which presents another dilemma.

I absolutely HATE suggesting things to a Dom(me) when I'm their sub. The last thing I want to do is top from the bottom. Does anyone have a few suggestions on how to broach a subject like this with a Dominant? I've already dropped a few subtle hints. I'm so scared of just outright telling her. What if she's offended? What if she is upset and thinks that I think she isn't good enough for not picking up on my desires?