Once a Strong Sub
By
snowflake

i have been a sub for many a year,
and memories i will hold true and dear.
the parties the fun i had with them all,
even the photo shoots and movies i stood tall.
The soft touches even when i did not know who,
The strong hits that caused me to turn blue,
That pain i could take without barely a sound,
no matter how hard they would hit i would astound,
but the pain i feel now so more strong and true,
that hurt more then the simple marks of blue,
i can not stand tall and take each blow,
as i fall from them very deeply and slow.
Once a strong sub so willing to fight,
to keep them happy with all my might.
Though i shall crave it and want it each second of the day,
my submissiveness shall be tucked so very tightly away,
Though my life has been built to only serve,
i guess i am not worthy and do not deserve.
So a lost little kitten a lost little pet,
that is what i am now, that is what i get.
For all the years of trying to serve one i trust,
it has to be over now this is a must.
i throw in my towel and give into defeat,
as my heart can't take another hurting beat.

Hugs
snow