it makes me laugh/feel a little weird sometimes when i look back on my early childhood and remember obviously submissive tendencies...:

-around age 6 my childhood "bffl" and i would play houses, and i always insisted on taking the role of, say, the maid, or the dog- anything that involved inferiority or me crawling on my knees
-the same friend and i played a cinderella-themed sort of game where i was, of course, the tragically abused youngest sister... i loved to let my friend sit on me and use me as a footrest, table, etc. she thought it was so funny and loved doing it
-in our egyptian slave game, clearly i was the brutalized slave made to crawl around and get whipped
-as i got a little older, i fell in love with law & order: svu and would toss and turn in bed at night thinking about the rape episodes...
all i can think of right now...

tell me about what a freaky little kid you were hehe