The earliest 'submissive' memory I have is from the age of five. I had fantasies about being captured and tied up by the boys in my class, two in particular. David and Jeff. I remember thinking they were cute, and my thoughts centered around 'belonging to them', much like a pet would belong to them although I didn't have fantasies about being a pet. I just wanted them to capture me as their victim. As I grew older, my fantasies morphed into sexual ones.