Hello everybody,

As the title of my post says, I'm new here, and so I look forward to meeting everybody. As far as being new goes, I'll go one step further and say that I'm new to the BDSM scene in general. I've fantasized about being used since I was a little girl, but the only thing I've ever been is abused. Due to my past treatment, I'm obviously a bit skeptical about doing this, but thoughts of being a CONSENSUAL submissive have never left my mind. All that being said, I was wondering if anybody (dominants or submissives) could tell me what made these thoughts start for them, how they got involved in a D/s relationship, how I could go about doing it and if it's even something I should be doing. I know that due to my past experiences with rape, abuse, etc. I'd have to take things slow, but I feel as though without a doubt I at least need to try this. Perhaps I need a mentor or something? Any advice would be truly appreciated.

Many thanks,
Dolly