To be honest I bet I could write a book on what goes thru my mind regarding the BDSM scene (nothing derogatory or insulting). Just how it all started to where it's evolved to now for me. When I was in my teens I was fascinated by women that were into the goth scene whIle at the same time I was also mind blown when I'd see a woman wearing high heel boots....started looking around the Internet and ended up serving a domina in my local area when I was about 19 or 20 years old. Since then...my interests have evolved and matured to the point where there's no looking back. I embrace the scene and have a big appreciation for it.