Just be yourself . talk with honesty . if you trust your Dom then Open up and let him in . he needs to earn your trust but you need to do the same for him . dont be afraid to let your guard down cause it might be the best thing that has ever happened to you .
and we all make Mistakes and we all mess things up . its called life . but the whole point is to learn from it , understand it enough to know you are not going to repeat it again . some times we make mistakes and otehr people get hurt or they loose their trust in us but we dont really understand what we have done and until we dont . begging for forgiveness is pointless .
I hope everything works out for you