kkb67- Thank you for the kind words. Definitely working with a lot right now.

Solis- I read the link, thank you so much. I had no idea there was an actual name for it. I knew about medications possibly playing a part, and my doctors recently switched around my antidepressants and fibromyalgia meds in hopes of helping all around, unsuccessfully. It probably stems a lot from my upbringing (strict catholic), and past traumas. I may bring it up with my doctor at my next physical (I am a disabled vet, and it is hard to get in to see my doc at the VA unless during out biannual appointment). Now that I am not in a intimate relationship, I figured it would be the best time to start sorting things out with me...and less time trying to save my marriage, since the hubby has already checked out...

Thank you again.