Solis- Again, thank you for all the advice. I truly appreciate it. I did take Chipmunks advice, and am starting to get to know my body better, starting in the shower. I have started a blog about my journey, and will update it regularly for anyone who wants to check it out. I can definitely turn off my phone and try to find things to read. Anyones suggestions are welcome. I never thought of casually touching myself while reading...That will definitely be something to try..The only question is, what if I do cum when casually touching myself? Is that an okay thing in an instance like that? I am definitely going to be doing some research, and may even ask my psychiatrist for a referral to a sexual therapist..Being a rape survivor who has never actually gone through the counseling aspect of healing may be a good idea at this point in my life.

Thank you again.

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