Well...with all do respect SweetestLilBunny...my join date is sometime 2010...I think...I love the beauty of this site...I don't feel sleazy or pray. "unapologetically my submissive self" THANK YOU....seriously...the rl is we are not "fdkd up". Just real! Im going through my own horrendous life changing situation but it is comforting here...and you remind me of a very good friend I have know for 23 years...just saw Saturday...after 3... Take care I look forward to seeing your posts...they are very nice.