Just joined this board. I am a submissive/slave to my master who is also my husband. We have been into the scene for years and are looking into getting more serious into it. I find myself wanting to submit more and more and be his slave to do with what he wants, short of being permanently harmed or anything. I can be stubborn and hard headed and hope to change this about myself, at least where my master/husband is concerned since I do want him to take control.