hoosakitty

Are you aware of the power you possess? Can you fathom the strength of your hold on me? You have done what no other has ever had the ability to accomplish…to draw from me emotional submission…beyond any physical pleasure, past the point of need or the grasp of love…you own my every thought and desire…my soul is a ghost at your feet.

…And the ability is yours to destroy me with a word…then to heal me again with your next breath...

The self is sustained through pain and desire
~JTB

You are my desire…my daily walk is a journey that begins and ends with my need for you.
My submission is not that of a slave, but of a free woman, pressing my gift like a jewel into your hand.
I wear no collar except for the ring you have etched on my skin with your teeth.
I speak my mind, but your will decrees to my thoughts which course they should take.
You have only to speak my name, and ...

Insecurities. I can’t outrun them. They follow, like jackals yapping at my heels.

Am i good enough? Am i simply…enough?

I can feel the quiet insanity creeping back in, and i hate it. The safe, quiet contentment has worn thin and all that is left is a thin sheen, like sweat, on my skin. So many questions, so many doubts…unfounded? Perhaps…but lingering still.

I need your strength.

I’ve known from the beginning that i was yours. You knew it as well, but only in the back of your mind…in the dark corners where you refused to see it. Not that i think harshly of you for it…i too have denied the concreteness of our relationship…in those dark times of separation when the cold seeped in and i refused to see your face. How strange that those were the moments you saw my belonging so clearly!

And now, after so much time…we both see…we both admit the final truth. Not only ...