Kissing the whip

Am i inferior?

Yes, i am. I use lowercase "i" to express my inferiority. A frequent practice in BDSM circles.

I don't believe in superior or inferior "races". There is only one human race. But i would enjoy very much being humiliated by an ebony or Asian Mistress. And i wouldn't mind a bit if she proclaimed the superiority of her own "race". I would also be ready to admit it, just to humiliate myself. A Mistress is always right.
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Mistress beating me

After a series of slaps, partly on my face and partly on my boobs, she orders me to stand up and grab my ankles. I am nude. Her tough singletail starts working on my sensitive thighs. Blow after blow. I writhe. She laughs at my moaning.

“Well, little one, do you enjoy it?”

“Yes, darling, i do.”

“You get more, then.”

It hurts like hell. It is so humiliating, bending over naked ...

Fun

When i am a naughty girl, Mistress whips me as punishment.

When i am a good girl, Mistress whips me as a warning to keep it up.

When i am lazy, she whips me to instigate me.

When i work sedulously, she whips me as a sweet reward.

When i am absent-minded, she whips me to keep me alert.

When i am full of pep, she whips me to calm me down.

When i am happy, she whips me to make me happier. ...

Humility...

I feel it in my stomach.

Seeing a girl slapped, a violent craving grabs me: do it to me! Hit me, kick me, strip me, whip me, cuff me, trample on my face, twist my nipples painfully…

I desire to kiss your hands. I desire to kiss your feet. I desire to lick off the mud from your shoes.

I strongly desire for being put to shame. To be exposed publicly, naked. For being spat at, for eating trash, for licking the pavement ...

Am I a sadist?

No, no, by no means. I couldn't harm a fly.

But I confess I am excited about torture. In my imagination it is always me who is tortured. I have masochist fantasies.

Am I a masochist, then?

Certainly. I love being punished and humiliated.

If you kicked me in the face, I would kiss your foot.
If you pissed on me, I would try to swallow it.
If you whipped my breasts and pussy brutally, I would be sexually ...

Lion

In my fancy
every black African has a lion.

You are walking with your lion
along the path
where i am lying face down
naked, hogtied, gagged.

You say to the lion: "Grab her!"
and the beast takes my neck between its jaws,
cautious not to hurt me,
but growling.

And now i am trembling
with my vulnerable throat in the lion's mouth,
waiting for your next word.