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I had an interesting conversation tonight and it got me thinking. I had mentioned in an earlier blog that I had taken a self esteem workshop after my divorce. I was remembering one particular assignment we were given, we were asked to write 5 things that we were good at on a piece of paper, I had no problem coming up with the 5, I’m a good mother, I’m a good person, I do voluntary work, I’m very passionate about my job in health care, I don’t remember if those are the actual things I wrote but generally ...

Hello Everybody!

Ever since I joined this site, I have had to look up conversions from the Imperial (American) measuring system into metric to understand what everybody is talking about. I thought the following link would help my friends understand what I'm talking about:

http://www.xkcd.com/526/

I hope you all enjoy and may our future conversations go a bit easier!

I'm currently in MD...winter vacation from school. I'll be going back to CT in a week to continue my scholastic career. Fortunately, I'll be returning with a little something extra....a new me, or at least a newly discovered part.
I found this community over the break, and its been great. I plan to explore and develop this facet, and hopefully one day share it with someone worthy. Somehow, I feel more grounded knowing that I've finally acknowledged what has always been there.
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There are hundreds (if not thousands) of facets of BDSM, and I don't believe there is any single person who enjoys them all. In fact, I would assert that for every one niche of BDSM, there are thousands of BDSM enthusiasts who find that particular thing repellent.

For example, this morning I saw a photo of a "Pony Girl". There is nothing wrong with this fetish, of course, but the idea of making my good girl pull me around in a cart or wear a tail...well, I had to start ...

My dear friends, i will be without internet access for a time, i don't know how long. For this period i will disable private messaging. If i come back i will announce it on my profile site and on the Introduction/Welcome thread as well.

Wow. I think I see a pattern in this title. The thing is that I could write endlessly about the new experiences that I have been having since I met Master. He has even had me start a list, which we both enjoy looking back at and going...Damn! He is really corrupting me! (or was that just my thought? *shrugs* hmm..oh well. moving on.)

After practically falling to my knees at Master's feet shortly after we met. (a new feeling for me) I have been bombarded with so many new feelings ...

Not the way I planned to start the New Year,but I guess with so much screwing up my life, this is another peice of crap that had to land on me. I feel so mad sometimes, I just want to hit out blindly,never do though.Probably will in one last glorious way.So many thoughts whirling in my head, I can't seem to put them in order. I should never have let anyone fuck up my mind like this.But I'll get over this,I know I will..always have. There's this silent scream reverberating in my head whichc sometimes ...

With a staggering sense of accomplishment - I finally conquered the 50 Books a year mark last year.
Here's the proof:


January

01. Joseph Conrad - Heart of Darkness - [1,5/5]
02. Cornelia Funke - Tintenherz (Inkheart) - [4/5]
03. Banana Yoshimoto - Goodbye Tsugumi - [3,5/5]
04. Isabel Allende - Inés of my Soul - [4,5/5]
05. Julie Orringer - How to Breathe Underwater - [5/5]


Feburary

06. ...

Ok my first slave girl ever was so good to me & into year 2 I was going to collar her but things fell apart. She got it into her head suddenly she needed a vanilla boyfriend. *Shrugs* so she left. Yes made MASTER quite upset after all we had she did not ask to leave the relationship.
Ah well life goes on.

My latest prospect was really no prospect at all really. Asexual, Penisphobic (her words) Which I really did not believe as she probably was raped or something & did ...

i met my Master for the first time the other day and he took me back to his place for a little torture lol. It was incredible i've never experienced anything like it before. i am still sore even 2 days later. when we went back to his place he had me close my eyes and led me inside to the bedroom and started to strip me as he kissed me and pushed me to the bed. i was so nervous i dont like not being able to see. when he finally had me naked he put on my purple blindfold and told me to stand he ...