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Since I finally decided to take the steps in fulfilling what has been inside me for so long, to be true to myself, I had to open the book of my soul and decide I was finally ready to take that step…to complete the novel. All of the people I have met made me realize that I am beautiful in my own right, even with my extra pounds and wrinkles..they have infused me with more confidence then I have ever had in my 50 yrs. It is a place where no judges you, whether your beautiful or not, slender or large, ...

Researchers often start with the conceit “my prejudices brilliantly describe reality” and design research projects to celebrate their insights. The best of them, when confronted by evidence that they’re wrong, publicly announce the fact. The rest of them hide the confounding evidence away in a locked file cabinet.

And so it is with studies of the BDSM community. There’s a near universal prejudice among academics that members of this community are defective: the products of broken ...

"The life of man is short, filled with pain and suffering. Recognize this and live your lives accordingly. Be kind and just, for no one escapes death. Just as the rain can pour in a mighty torrent, strong and unbending, the clouds that produce it must eventually run dry, and the rain passes away. So is the life of man and woman. Though strong and robust for a time, it is fleeting. So may we all soak up the rays of sun and brightness, enjoying the warmth as it tingles along our souls . Never ...

Leap of Faith

Slippery rocks parted by the rivers force
Each one has their name: Fear-Love-Trust-Faith
I stand on the edge of river looking at my future

I leap forward and land awkwardly filled with fear: ”What if…”
My balance is shaky as I struggle with my fear
I’m trapped on this slippery rock and strong winds engulf me

I leap forward again and land a bit more gracefully: “I love you”
I stand appreciatively and soak in the ...

He leans in close to kiss your mouth, gliding his lips across yours his teeth bite into your lip, holding on he pulls out, swiping his tongue across it. Letting go he trails a whisper of a kiss to your cheek, then your neck as he nuzzles the soft, unmarked skin of your throat. Each hot breath against your skin and the brush of his whiskered jaw against the skin of you shoulder arouses you. Gently biting your earlobe he whispers…”Would you like to know what I taste like?” Your heart beats frantically ...

I don’t want to be free…

I don’t want to make these choices…

I don’t want to be caught up in this wind that has overtaken me, scattering me like so many leaves…the chaos of not…belonging.

How many times did I cry out? Until my voice was an offense to my own ears…until I was ashamed of my own pleading and need…until the voices in my head whispered impossibilities that I could not refute.

Still…He did not hear…the echoes of my voice consumed ...

When I finally grew brave enough to take a step into this other part of myself, I never intended on leaving behind that which was always a part of me. I feel we all need a bit of balance in our lives, I cannot live the lifestyle 24/7. I know maybe some do and while I was involved it touched many other places in my life. I chose to give up the control of these things of which I had grasped tight to me all my life and felt it made me stronger. I did not hang my head in shame or embarrassment for ...

The night is quiet and still
The warm breeze caresses her body
She lays quiet thinking of him
The distance is vast
A warm drop of water rolls down her face
She wishes she could sleep
The silence is too much
She wishes he would speak
He wishes she would sleep

I have often exchanged my thoughts one on one but have never just put them on the table for all to view. I have no qualms about sharing perspectives , actually that is why I am here! I have had many interesting conversations and am appreciative of the many great people I have met. So many!!

I have found that the subs here are welcoming, funny , and smart. They do not label or take anything for granted. They ask questions and listen....they don't try to tell me what i should be but ...

He has captured her in his web of love and honesty
She has plunged into the depths of his core
No matter his self-proclaimed traits of atrocity
She only sees the man she will always adore