I'm doing well. I hope your day improves.
Hope that you are having a good day. I'm doing ok as ok as I can
Just a hello and a hug.
Hang in there, bev. There's lots of trolls and idiots out there, calling themselves Doms but not with an ounce of honor or caring. Take your time - you may find (as I did) that the perfect Dom for you shows up when you least expect it. jeanne
I almost lost my nerve again. I seem to find the wrong ones and Its hard to stop being so much on the guard all the time. Its also making me feel that something is wrong with me. I didn't have much help from my mother as she was sick in her mind and I forgive her but the blocks that she put there are not that easy to forget. I have to fight them everyday. I don't see myself as a knockout beautiful as I've been told. I just tell myself that they are just saying that and its not for real. Anyways I feel so alone at times and it makes it much harder day in and day out being myself. My daughters want me to be happy and some of me has rubbed off on them. I never told them that I was submissive and kept all that I felt to myself. I worked on making them stronger to stand on their own. We can talk to each other because I've always kept that line of communication open so that anything could be told to me even if I didn't want to hear it I didn't judge them on what they wanted in life. They talked to me and then I told them how I felt. I can't always tell them how I feel as they are young and want to protect mom and they have their own lives to live. It wouldn't be fair to them, So I go on and on everyday fighting this on my own.
Hi beverly! I too found my 'nerve' to be who I really am when my children grew up. I wish you the best of luck in finding what you seek!
