hoosakitty

within you i lose myself…
without you i find myself
wanting to be lost again.

~unknown


Lost…what an appropriate term…i am so completely lost in you.

First, i lost my focus…ok, i could deal with that…wanting you every second was kind of exciting.

Next, i lost my heart…wow, didn’t expect that...wasn’t looking for it…how the hell did that happen ?

Then there went my mind…not so good that, i might need it for something…i searched for it, to bring it back…but no…it was lost in a myriad of confusing emotions…lust, jealousy…the constant wondering and self-doubt…my ever increasing need and love for you

And now…its certain…my soul is gone, i looked everywhere for it. Then i realized last night…it had left me to be with you…pressed against you while you slept…the place i so longed to be

So …lost?... oh yes, i am lost in every way possible. But it’s not so bad, really…because every part of me has been found…by you