For the frist time im on CR, and it sucks. Its until the 19th. I dont think i can last that long but...we'll see.
;):hubba:
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For the frist time im on CR, and it sucks. Its until the 19th. I dont think i can last that long but...we'll see.
;):hubba:
i probably sound really dumb but whats cr? ive never heard of it before
and there was me thinking ive heard it all ;) lol
cum restriction :D
oh,lol ever feel foolish? ive never heard it abbreviated before,i dont know why i didnt realise though.
maybe it will help you :)
im lucky except when we're playing and its for a short period of time i never get put on it phew! beeb threatened with it a few times though lol
let us know how it goes.
He said that it may help me, which i wanted to masterbate so bad last night when he was done spanking me. But i held out, i want to make him happy. Ill def. keep you updated. lol
and its been abbreviated CD and the D wasnt for denial..its for Deprivation. Either way you slice it, it sucks
Could be worse. i have a friend who is on CR until the 15th AND has to masturbate at least 5 times a day, without cumming.
wow muse! that is going to be some kind of orgasm when they finally do get to release *giggles*
Muse maybe i should tell him about that....or maybe i shouldnt...lol. :D
i just got another day added also. :(
LOL!! Stop posting!! it's getting you in trouble!Quote:
Originally Posted by SubbieTiedUp
i know! lol. its not bc of my posting though its bc i didnt stick to the rules :(
i like to test my limits with my partners/Doms..im a brat what can i say!?
DON'T TELL HIM :eek:Quote:
Originally Posted by SubbieTiedUp
You would have had to broken a very hard rule to get that much climax restrictions from me. But then I want to play with my slave often and I am addicted to a slaves sounds and sights when she is bound and cumming for me.
he still plays with me and brings me to the edge.
He is making this hard and i did break a rule last night so thats why i got so much time.
Im learning and i like to push buttons and im learning that maybe i shouldnt do that, learning that the hard way. :|
its a subs life what can i say!? wouldnt have it any other way.
I feel your pain. I'm on CR m'self, until Monday at the earliest (may or may not end then). It's frustrating, but I too would have it no other way.
I suddenly feel as if I'm amongst friends :)
Sometimes suffering is good ;)
thanks goalt and Isabella this is my frist time and it sucks bad. Its really hard to not want to cum, its almost like when im on CR it makes me hornier.
:D
lol.....i think being hornier is part of the torment subbie. good luck! wish you well.......glad it ain't me...roflmao
thanks tyd and i think your right it is the best part. :D
i hope it helps you maybe it will be a good thing in the end :)
its a pretty harsh punishment glad its not mine!
i dont mean to offend you but i have to say it *puts foot in mouth* lol.. its kind of a strange punishment for you in light of all thats going on.
Yeah I know, he feels this punishment will maybe help me with the whole cumming thing. I hope it will to. But til the 25th thats a while, but i did it to myself. I cant seem to stick to the punishment and it is weird that once time i am on CR i cum, *slaps forehead* gr!
Just take it one day at a time...
Good luck with not gettting any more days added to it... :)
omg that is bad!!Quote:
Originally Posted by Dragon's muse
ive been on it and it sucks dick, (not in a good waylol)...
*hugs* subbie...as muse said it could be worst lol
omg zesty!! lolololQuote:
Originally Posted by angelic_zest
and ppppplllllleeeeeasssssssssse remember that it can always be worse!!!!
*NOds alot tyd* yeahh awhile back i was on it for almost a month,,, lets just say i was a baddddd girl in order to be put on it for that long LOL
zesty bad???? *shocked expression* NEVER!!! lololol
a whole month omg what did you do?? poor you,poor anyone who gets put on it,
i must be one of the few lucky ones :) id much rather have the dreaded crop,lines or corner time or anything for that matter!
ive never been restricted in fact i get it the other way round i HAVE to cum when im told/forced to whether my body can manage anymore or not.
and its exhausting lol
you have to remember here icey that i dont have a Master/Dom. Its just someone who knows what im into and is willing to expect it and do SOME of the things that go along with this lifestyle. He isnt into calin me names or humlitating me, and or cropping me or that matter, its a chore just to get him to spank me half the damn time. I know its a fucked up situation but its the best that i can get at this moment. Ive been looking for someone, ANYONE that is into the same things i am sexually around my town but it turns out that it isnt going to happen. My Master is out there and i am going to try to get as much ( or as little in this case) of training and expierence that i can..
and remember i am on CR bc i CANNOT CUM. He is toying with me, and in lack of a better word, fucking me, but not letting me cum so far its working, im horny all the time and alll i want to do is touch myself, but if there is no real punishment ( his punishment would be to give me more time. *rolls eyes* ) then why wouldnt i just disobey him and masterbate or cum while sex ( if i could ) if the only thing he is going to give me is more CR time...its almost like ill be on it forever but stil be masterbating.
i am also not happy sexually..since he isnt fully into BDSM. He gets it, he understands it, he thinks its cool, but isnt his style yano? I need someone hard and demanding, and someone who wont take "no" for an answer. Maybe my standards are to high?! :confused: i dont know im lost and confused..
Until they invent a custom made to order Dominant you won't be able to find one that fullfills your every need.Quote:
Originally Posted by SubbieTiedUp
On the other hand, are you aware of what is that you yourself want, or are you still learning about what you enjoy regarding different areas of BDSM activities?
Sometimes as what you are doing now, it is an exploration of different likes and dislikes. The perfect Dom won't just fall into your lap, and it takes time and a bit of effort to find a person compatible to you.
I don't know any submissive who hasn't been lost and confused, so you are not alone in that.
Are you on CR because you have difficulty in orgasms?
I appluad your efforts, and hopefully it helps.
I personally don't get off on CR, and think it should be a hard limit that should never be touched.
I am an orgasm hog though, I sneak them in whenever and wherever I can.
If I am denied, I can become pretty cranky and irritable.
im sorry if ive offended or annoyed you SubbieTiedUp that wasnt my intention at all,i was referring to angelic_zest having almost a month of cr.
although i admit i wasnt aware of your full circumstances regarding your boyfriend only that he had put you on cr as a punishment until the 25th
i hope it does help you and i hope you find what you are looking for :) i know from previous relationships it can be very frustrating when partners dont have the same interests.
i wasnt mad at you or annoyed. i just was explaining why im on cr and why its diffacult
in writing that post to your replay above i came to a lot of relizations...thank you :)