My First Report for Sir

Hello Sir
Here is your report.
I hope you approve.

I was allowed another session with You on Friday. I was very excited but nervous at the same time. I always worry about disappointing you Sir by not being the good little sub you want me to be. I have to be reminded to ask politely to cum, not to curse, and that what I want is not important. Only what You want. I know this but somehow I have a hard time getting over my embarrassment of asking to cum, my stubbornness to get what I want, and the lingering doubt that I can handle Your wants. You always tell me that I can handle whatever You give me but deep inside I still have doubt. That doubt makes me feel like I am failing.

I knew we would use the butt plug and possibly a new clamp I had found. The new clamp is going to be more painful than anything I have used before. I know this and it scares me. I thought about not telling You about it but in the end my curiosity won.

The last time we used the butt plug it didn't inflate properly but I was able to fix it which increased my nervousness, curiosity, and excitement. It felt good last time but this time it would actually inflate. I really hope I can handle it.

I was first instructed to put my leather collar on. I love my collar. It makes me feel owned, helps to remind me of my role, and if I close my eyes I can imagine Your hand around my neck. Squeezing me. Holding me.

I think is where I had to drink my first glass of water.

I think the next thing I did was insert the plug. I am writing this days after our session. I remember the plug going in but for the life of me can't remember if it was before I loaded up on pegs or after. I believe it was before so that is where it will go in my report.

I remember shaking a little while I was lubing it up. I could remember the feeling of it sliding in before and that made me excited and itching to get it inside of me again. Then I think about inflating it. Please let me to be able to handle as many pumps as You tell me. I repeated this while sliding it in. The feeling of it going in made my pussy throb and made me think of what it would feel like to have a cock stretching it.

I then moved to the pegs. I started placing them on my breasts. You told me to get as many on as I could. Thinking about doing this again had me dripping and anticipating the clit peg/clamp I thought I knew was coming. I was able to place 10 on each breast. I wanted to place more but I couldn't pinch enough skin on the underside of each breast to clamp it. I love the pegs. Anywhere. Everywhere.

I was also instructed to place as many as I could on my stomach as before. I could only get 4 on. I was disappointed because I wanted more but just couldn't get the skin to pinch.

The pegs on my lower lips came next. Two on each side. Placing them there and knowing how painful it was going to be to remove them gave me chills and made my cunt ache to be fucked.

Knowing what was still to come left me breathless. Finally my nipples would get attention. I used the clamps attached to the collar to clamp them. I was really nervous because they hurt more than the office clamps. (I figured out today that the screws are there to keep them from closing all of the way if needed.) The pain of those clamps is almost too much in the beginning. Once I get the vibe in the pain usually dulls to a yummy sharp ache.

You had me place one office clamp on the upper portion of each pussy lip. These clamp much harder than the pegs and I love it. My cunt was gushing by this time and it was frustrating trying to grab the lip so I could clamp it. Once they were on I couldn't help but to think of the pain of them coming off. I felt on the verge of cumming and had to fight it off and focus.

Last was my clit. You reminded me of the kitchen clamp I found. Feeling all of the wonderful stinging sensations made me forget about it. I was hesitant about clamping my clit with the new clamp and nervous about trying to clamp my clit period. It is so small and hard to clamp. With my pussy dripping I knew it would be even more difficult. I had to keep repeating to myself that I could do it. That YOU wanted it and that was all that mattered. I finally got a hold of my clit and brought the clamp to it. I was shaking so much I almost let my clit slip away. Closing that clamp on my clit brought tears to my eyes. I can handle this, I can handle this. It was a fight. It hurt more than I thought and I came close to taking it off more than once. (I really hope to never have to use it again. Maybe.)

Once everything was clamped I drank another glass of water. Then I was to pump the plug more. Each pump I could feel my ass getting more and more full. It made my stomach uneasy at first but then I was able to relax and enjoy it. Then I used my vibe on low to fuck myself slowly.

I had to pull off the pegs on my breasts one by one. I love this. It's like tiny bites all over your breasts. Next I had to knock all of the pegs off my stomach with one swipe. This didn't hurt as much as I thought it would.

All I could think of is getting the clamp off of my clit. It was on fire and getting unbearable. This is where it gets blurry. I know the nipple clamps and the ones on my lower pussy lips came off next but I am not sure of the order. I only remember after pulling each one of I had to really fight not to cum. The feel of the blood rushing back was so intense. I love that feeling. It makes me want it on other parts of my body. All parts of my body.

Finally the clit clamp can come off. Now I was afraid. Really afraid. I knew that coming off was going to be more painful than it was putting it on and putting it on about pushed me over the edge. YOU told me when to take it off but I hesitated. I tried to do it when you told me but I let fear get the better of me .......for about 10 seconds. Taking it off was the most painful thing I have ever experienced yet I have never cum so hard. Afterwards I couldn't move. I have never felt so alive.

I was instructed to finish my water at this point. After drinking the water You had me get into position. I was to stand behind my chair squatting with my hands behind my head. The vibe and plug were still in place. You told me to close my eyes and listen for you to Buzz me. When you Buzz I may cum. I thought that I came hard the first time but this was...........WOW. I almost broke position. Almost.

Afterward You told me to wrap myself in a blanket and lie on the couch. I resisted at first. You again had to remind me that what I want is not important. I apologized and did as instructed.

Wow, you're a good girl, your Master loves showing off the things that His subbies do to please Him. He is proud, and i am proud of you for your efforts and success!

xxx

Nice report... you really brought that scene alive for me... Did you hold your water in throughout?

Mastrovenice: yes

Thanks for sharing this, Cicily. Very brave of you!