to my Master-the wanting within

I have always been the kind of person that receives more pleasure from giving than receiving. And I have always felt that there was something inside me that needed to be nurtured. I have that person in my life now, and together we are learning about each other. My Master is my husband. I have always felt he brought out the best in me. We had started to explore my submissiveness years ago and the real world overwhelmed us with long working days and kids to raise. But while I was gone on a trip he ventured into BDSM library and found us again. We talked about the feeling this stirred in him and it excited me to just to hear him talking about how all these feelings had come to the surface... how in the past he wanted to crush me...to have all of me. He found a new comers meeting and we went and we are alive again. This past Sunday was a beginning for us.
We were talking about what to have for dinner that night and who was coming for dinner. And he was standing in front of the tv and I walked up behind him, put my arms around him, started running my hands over his nipples. His hands moved behind him, his fingers running over my silk shorts, between my legs. His hand sliding down inside my shorts and I was soo wet, and he made me cum...my whole body shaking, my legs feeling weak, and he said cum...cum for me. The next thing I knew my shorts were down around my ankles and I was his.....his submissive....he spanked me, touched me, used my mouth for his pleasure, used all of me, all of what I could give him and there was no thoughts of food, or friends that were coming over...it was just wanting to be his....wanting to please him. He let me pleasure him and in doing so his power over me grew, as it will continue to grow...as it did later that evening after our friends left. He is my Master, and I am truely his....not a new beginning ...but a rebirth of us both and we will not let life take away from us what it did before. He is my Master and I am, with all my heart, his submissive....to my Master, I will always his.

What lovely words....the best to you both on this wonderful journey!

You write beautifully about your relationship. Both of you are very lucky to have found each other, and to find such deep love.

Ahhh my MissLindyLoo

Words from your heart.....my submissive, my love.

I will crush you...eventually..... you will only exist within me.

Where I possess you, and you give to me, all that I am able to take, and all that I am able to give.

We travel together

Sardis

Sounds great and I'm sure you have found a new and loving life and relationship.

Sardis,

All that i am, i will give to you. For i want to please you and let your power over me grow stronger. To know all of me, my thoughts, my desires, my weaknesses, and my strengths, as well as my faults. i open my arms to you.....my Master,my love.

misslindyloo

Nice bum

Your situation sounds so similar to ours. My Master is my husband as well. Yes..sometimes life does get in the way. Children, jobs, work, remodeling, etc...yet in the end we never really lose sight of what my submission means...our ability to fully enjoy it may ebb and flow at times, but in the end it comes back full circle and we delve into it each and every chance we get. I wish you nothing but joy on the journey. Tis' nice to be married to the one you call Master. To offer love and submission is the greatest gift.

sip[girl

Thank you for the thought..to be married to your Dom/sub is not necessarily a given pleasure.