explanations and gratitude

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10-05-2006
riverwindsong

explanations and gratitude

I just wanted to take a few moments and explain my intermittent presence on
the forums this past month. I have had friends wonder where I have been, and why I am not on here a lot. Let me paint you a picture now of why.

I have been being trained by a wonderful, caring Master, a man that engages my mind while playing my body like a finely tuned instrument. He is witty and wise, compassionate when I need it, and stern when I need it. I have never felt more complete and whole than I have ever since I became owned by him. I am so proud to be his slave; my heart sings when he calls me his Pet.

His happiness and his well-being are my cornerstones; he has captured my
heart and my soul. I have willingly surrendered them to him, grateful to have the opportunity to sit at his feet and be cared for by him. He has unlocked the doors to my soul that I did not even know existed. I do believe that I have been truly blessed.

This is the latest step on a beautiful path of self-discovery, and that I hope that I can continue to make him proud of me every day that he owns me. How can I express fully what is in my being when I think of him? This is only a small portion of what goes through my heart and my mind when I think of all that he has done for me in the last month. I look at it and think that it cannot be only such a short time, and yet... There is so much more I want to say, but the words get stuck in my throat, unable to make it past the bubble of happiness that locks them in place.

Thank you, my friends, for your patience and your understanding. And thank you, my Master, Master Hawk, for taking me under your wing, for guiding me, for sheltering me. I am whole. I am home.
10-05-2006
lily27

oh damn, here we go again...

*gets out the kleenex and sniffles*

Congratulations to everyone. WB, this is beautiful

-lily
10-05-2006
Curious_1

That was beautifully said waterbaby! I am very happy for you and your Master.

Curi
10-05-2006
Aussiegirl1

Congrats waterbaby

I understand what a difference a month can make! I hope you and
Hawk_ fann are very happy together.
10-06-2006
Tojo

A lovely story waterbaby- & just what you deserve from what I've seen of your posts. :)

Tojo
10-06-2006
Mack_Bolan{lily}

I love success stories, especially like this one. Very happy for you WB.

*Looks at the time of lily's post hmmm, takes out file makes a note.*
10-06-2006
hawk_fann

You are not supposed to humble your Master, but I'll give you a pass on this one. You've made me equally happy.
10-06-2006
Warbaby1943

Waterbaby that was a beautiful testimony of your love and devotion to Hawk. I'm very happy for both of you.

You must always follow your heart in matters like this. Your friends here will understand and wait for you whenever you have the time. It is always so beautiful when you can connect so intimately on any level with someone so special, savor and enjoy every second of it.

I wish you both all the happiness in the world.
10-06-2006
riverwindsong

Quote:

Originally Posted by hawk_fann

You are not supposed to humble your Master, but I'll give you a pass on this one. You've made me equally happy.

Oh, Master... thank you. *kisses*

*sigh of contentment*
10-06-2006
Timberwolf

Two pretty cool people finding happiness is something I can certainly raise a glass to later tonight. :)

Glad to hear you two are going so well.
10-06-2006
frankee

Sweet waterbaby,

i can't find the words to decribe how happy i am for you, for you both. You deserve the happiness and my heart's wish is for you to live to the fullest as you embark on this incredible journey with your Master.

Thank you so much for letting me be here last night, for your momentous occasion:)

my heart is overflowing for all:)
10-06-2006
StillBehindBlueEyes

Smiles over at Waterbaby. Congratulations. Couldn't have happened to a sweeter person. Giggle
10-06-2006
michebe(LD)

i think its very sweet and i hope you have a wonderful time together
10-06-2006
Desperadosong

wow... nicely said WB.... and Congrats to the both of you!!

Ds
10-06-2006
lily27

Quote:

Originally Posted by Mack_Bolan

*Looks at the time of lily's post hmmm, takes out file makes a note.*

Ummm....

Exactly 7 minutes before I went to bed.

*smiles sweetly*

Congrats again you guys!!
10-06-2006
Mack_Bolan{lily}

Quote:

Originally Posted by lily26

Ummm....

Exactly 7 minutes before I went to bed.

*smiles sweetly*

Congrats again you guys!!

Such a good girl.
10-06-2006
Smoke's-Slut

WB that was so beautifully said and I certainly understand how you feel. Congratulations and much happiness to you both.
10-07-2006
riverwindsong

Thank you to everyone...I'm really touched. I wasn't expecting this amazing response when I posted this thread. I just wanted to share with you all; I'm so glad that I did.
10-23-2006
Warbaby1943

Quote:

Originally Posted by waterbaby421

I just wanted to take a few moments and explain my intermittent presence on
the forums this past month. I have had friends wonder where I have been, and why I am not on here a lot. Let me paint you a picture now of why.

I have been being trained by a wonderful, caring Master, a man that engages my mind while playing my body like a finely tuned instrument. He is witty and wise, compassionate when I need it, and stern when I need it. I have never felt more complete and whole than I have ever since I became owned by him. I am so proud to be his slave; my heart sings when he calls me his Pet.

His happiness and his well-being are my cornerstones; he has captured my
heart and my soul. I have willingly surrendered them to him, grateful to have the opportunity to sit at his feet and be cared for by him. He has unlocked the doors to my soul that I did not even know existed. I do believe that I have been truly blessed.

This is the latest step on a beautiful path of self-discovery, and that I hope that I can continue to make him proud of me every day that he owns me. How can I express fully what is in my being when I think of him? This is only a small portion of what goes through my heart and my mind when I think of all that he has done for me in the last month. I look at it and think that it cannot be only such a short time, and yet... There is so much more I want to say, but the words get stuck in my throat, unable to make it past the bubble of happiness that locks them in place.

Thank you, my friends, for your patience and your understanding. And thank you, my Master, Master Hawk, for taking me under your wing, for guiding me, for sheltering me. I am whole. I am home.

This is great and it is nice to find that kind of happiness. Your true friends will understand your intermittent presence. Of course you know that understanding will not make up for missing you though. Hope you are always as happy as you are at this time.
10-24-2006
riverwindsong

Quote:

Originally Posted by Warbaby1943

This is great and it is nice to find that kind of happiness. Your true friends will understand your intermittent presence. Of course you know that understanding will not make up for missing you though. Hope you are always as happy as you are at this time.

I know, WB...and I do miss my friends; I am trying to visit more often. I am so very happy, and I thank you for your well-wishes. Every day it just keeps getting better...*happy sigh* :rolleyes:
10-24-2006
Warbaby1943

Quote:

Originally Posted by waterbaby421

I know, WB...and I do miss my friends; I am trying to visit more often. I am so very happy, and I thank you for your well-wishes. Every day it just keeps getting better...*happy sigh* :rolleyes:

I hear you and do understand. Hope it continues. Good to see more of you too.
10-24-2006
Psynymph

Quote:

Originally Posted by Timberwolf

Two pretty cool people finding happiness is something I can certainly raise a glass to later tonight. :)

Glad to hear you two are going so well.

Here, here.....

i dont really know you that well waterbaby, but everyone deserves this sort of happiness. gawd knows sometimes it seems like it's harder to find a person you can click with when your in our sorta lifestyle....

but ooo have fun!!! hehe keep us posted ;)
10-25-2006
Brittykat

Congratulations, I am very happy for you both.:)