Today (16th August 2007) is a very special day for myself and Sadistic1.

For those who do not know, Sadistic and I have been together for nearly 4 years now in total come this October. And I myself have lived this wonderful lifestyle for 10 years and Sadistic for 27 years...both real time.





Last year on the 16th August, Sadistic1 accepted the most ultimate gift I could ever give him in his lifetime...and that was my total submission.
I became his totally and wholey.
I have proudly worn his collar for a year. It is an 18k gold figaro chain...12" long ( i have a very small neck) and a matching anklet to go with it...both made from the same chain.
Both have never left my body and never will.

We sealed my submission with a private ceremony on the 18th December last year when he was here in England for christmas. Exchange of roses...vows and promises...and my blood runs through his blood and vice versa. He has his own trinket box with his half of the petals and stem and I have the other half with the thorn that made us 1 entity.
Enscribed on top of the boxes is this:

"Whatever O/our Souls Are Made Of,His and Mine Are The Same."
One has Master, December 2006 and the other has the same quote and kitten December 2006

That day I became his slave...undenying love and total commitment...everything I do..I do with his consent.

Every day I make him proud and suprise him with my stength and learning, and with his hand I have managed to stay on the path. Altho saying that I still have plenty to learn.

Master knows everything about me, about my past etc etc and nothing goes unmissed.

Also in December when he was here, there was another suprise in store for me.
Christmas morning he asked me to marry him (claimed it was the only time he would ever get down on his knees in front of me!!! LMAO) and I said yes.
Next year we get married in Australia where we will live as husband and wife....mother and father to our children.
And our journey will carry on.



I love you so much my Master and I really do hate it when you go away. It is as if a part of me goes away...and I dont sleep well until I know that you are safe.

Happy anniversay my darling

all of my love

cg