I have to start by admitting that I run hot and cold on being a pain-slut. I mean, I go for many months, sometimes, not even thinking about such things. (I'm almost normal! ;>) But then, something changes in me and I can't help but spend every waking moment thinking about being - well - tortured is the only word I can think to use. The most fantastic scenarios go through my head, and I usually just try to ignore them, or write them down, or sometimes draw them best I can.

But since I found this site again and read a few stories, several times one thing has come up again and again, seemingly by coincidence. Three times I hit upon stories here about wearing a special "punishment bra" - with spikes. The idea put a lump in my throat.

So I spent some time last night making one. I sterized some thumbtacks in alcohol and super-glued them to my bra. Then I got smart and snipped the ends off of most of the points a little bit with wire cutters that I have.
I wore it to work today.

It was amazing. I've never been so aware of my breasts and nipples... all day long my nipples were erect, I think, and they felt like the center of my universe. It burned at first, and then just itched. But it got more intense as the day went on. I was sure that a couple of guys knew exactly what was going on (but they didn't).

Oh, God, yes it hurt. And I have a million little scratches on my breasts now. But I don't think I did any damage (except maybe to my reputation, since I must have seemed a little "spacey" at work).

I just wanted to tell you all about it. I hope you understand.