Hello

I have recently joined this site and have found it and everyone really cool and respectful and helpful, so could do with some words of experience and advice.

I am a sub and am in a vanilla marriage. There is absolutely no way my hubbie would ever consider being a dom or is interested in this life. I have no intention of splitting with him, he is an amazing husband and father.

I think about being a sub every day and play out fantasy's constantly, at work, home, driving. I have been on line and have performed on cam and loved it. I have never felt I am being unfaithful as have not had real life experience yet. I am so desperate to meet a dom who would control me and would feed my desires.

Is there anyone who has been or is in a similar position?

Can the 2 worlds coexist without the other knowing? Is it being unfaithful?