Just wondering if anyone here has ever had the experience of being scared or weirded out by their own fantasies. Lately I've been trying to write a story, and I keep thinking "I can't believe I'm actually writing this. What's wrong with me?" I know that it's just a story and not real life, and that I can trust myself not to do anything scary to a real person, but I feel like there have to be some pretty dark things going on in my subconscious for me to even think about some of the things that turn me on.
Anyone else been there? Did you eventually get over the paranoia and just enjoy your twisted imagination, or did you scale back your writing/daydreaming to something you felt more comfortable with?