having lot of feelings didnt know how to let them out so I thought i would write it down..

i did a terrible thing.. and im trying to make up for it, but seems that not matter what I do is never enough to make up for my mistake, im afraid to loose a person i so much love and wish to be his again .. like i was some time ago it really hurts to see him and no be his.. all tho i know i diserve all of this and more but it does hurt....

I know he knows i love him and i know that inside him he still loves me and cares about me even tho he is mad for what i did i hope someday he forgives me.. and take me back