Not quite, sorry. We can't even work out whether we need a supernatural fillling. First we need to have any working modell at all. That's still pretty far off. If we'll ever get one.
The supernatural theories are only on the table of all the other theories. They're not any more complete or offer any more a comprehensible picture of reality. You might say, "this one makes sense to me because of [this] and [the other], this is what I believe is true". That's fine and something we all need to do. But having faith in it, and banking on a thing like, you'll go to heaven after you die, is drawing a much too strong conclusion. At best it could be something you wish might be true.
Praying to god to help you with some disease IS deluded. That if anything is wasting energy, and we should all be well aware of it. Even saying stuff like, "I have nothing to lose by preying to god so I might as well do it" is still deluded. If you open up the possibility of a supernatural entity listening, the chances that god is evil and punishing anybody making a request is just as great. They're unsuported by the same amount of non-evidence.
Again, the ethical parts of a religion is a seperate issue than the supernatural claims. You might think the ethical guides are great. It's great if they are, I'm not going to debate it. But I am attacking the supernatural claims. Don't pick a religon based on it's scientific claims. They are all so old, the thoeries where made obsolete long ago.
I'm going to go right ahead and attack step one. How did it "make sense". When we're discussing a thing like whether heaven exists, I don't think it's too much to ask qustions like how? Where is it? What is it? What do people do there? Is there even people there? Will I be me or transformed into something different? Will my thought be retained? What is the soul? Can it be measured? How is it transported? What medium does it use?
None of these are answered in the Bible. I'm not saying the claims in the Bible isn't true. It might very well be. But just settling for, "sounds good to me" or "nobody can prove it isn't true", shouldn't satisfy anyone in these modern times, with sofisticated measuring devices. Strictly speaking, you have no reason to believe anything in the bible is true, so being a little bit more explanation might not be all that amiss. Granted that the Bible is old, but if it's true they should have had all that information back then, right?
I've also got issues with your experiences of the supernatural. We discussed this earlier. The problems are:
1) Human perception is fallible. We can't trust our senses. We tend to see what we want to see.
2) Science has never ever been able to register anything that breaks the rules of nature as we know them.
Your next problem you've yet to solve is that the satanists could be right and the christians wrong. Even if your experiences with god are correct, you have no idea if "your" god is the christian version of it. That's just an assumption you've made. A pretty big assumption. For all you know, it could be little alien jr, in a saucer in orbit, stealing dadies mind-control laser for a laugh. Aren't you just being effected/swayed by the religious beliefs of people around you? People tend to stick to a faith most people have in their vicinity. That in itself is a argument against any of the supernatural being true. Just based on the fact that there are so many different ones.
I know I'm a bit silly now, but how did you test it?
Again, I've got no quarel with christian ethics. Only it's supernatural claims, and I've got no wish in discussing the ethical parts of it. I can well imaging that studying the Bible gives you spiritual awareness, but that's no case for you going to heaven, is it?
I think my work is done here. So you admit that you problably wont go to heaven once you die? Is that what you're saying?
I've heard that a lot. I did LSD in my youth. Not only have I seen god, I've seen gnomes, talking skeletons and people surfing on music. Our minds are very malleable. With or without LSD. We have to use external measuring devices. We cannot trust our eyes or ears. Just using personal experience alone just isn't good enough. Seeing it is only step one. Next step is proving it somehow. You know your dreams aren't real, right? So why couldn't your supernatural experiences just as well have been a dream?
If a lot of people believe something allready and their experiences get strengthened by others we tend to believe what we are seeing is real. That's certainly true for me. Each time I've had a broken heart I've seen my girls face in almost every other woman I see at a distance.
In the 50'ies there was a claim by some UFO-"nuts" that they saw a flying saucer. Before the 50'ies no UFO sightings had ever reported UFO's as saucer shaped. The closest had been football shaped, (the round kind, in Europe). After this event there's hundreds a year, and it's ever increasing.
The sheer number of christians alone means that their religious experiences should be taken with masses of pinches of salt. I'm willing to bet most christian miracles are witnessed in south America. Just a wild guess based on the fact that it's the most devout christian area in the world.
It just doesn't prove a thing. If you can't work it into a credible model then you've got nothing. We know for a fact that their are things in the Bible that can not be taken litterarily, right? So how do you know which parts should be? For all we know, it could all be metaphores for the highly regular and un-supernatural.
I'm not going to dwell on this. But it's interesting that you call god "he". It's the second time in this thread you've given god human qualities.
That's exactly my point. The difference is that I'm well aware that we might go to heaven, but we probably wont. Only based on logic. As you have told me before, you do in fact believe strongly in heaven. This to me makes no sense. Not if you agree that the non-supernatural model makes just as good a case for it as the supernatural.
Because they are. They make scientific claims. They make claims that, if true, would invalidate the non-supernatural theories. Priests pretend like it's only about taking a stand on the ethical issues. That is only one part of christianity. The part, if you will, within the realm of psychology.
We haven't proven yet if there is such a thing as the supernatural. Let's wait with attributing it things like personality until we've settled that one.
You seem to have a good grasp of how science works. That's great. You are also aparently great at breaking down this problem into bits, and attacking each one. As I see it, your main hole is linked directly to your own experiences with the supernatural. Since those are easy to explain with the non-supernatural, it's beyond me how you can subscribe to the supernatural claims of christianity. You seem a little bit too smart.
No, that's not what I mean. I think democracy is a great idea, but it would be nice if people knew their limits and not take a stand on things they haven't studied. It's not too much to ask is it? But now we're surely gliding into the domains of political opinions. I'll just leave it.
Priests don't study quantum mechanics in school, so they shouldn't tell people god exists. They are most probably the right people to interpret the Bible and teach us about it's ethical merits, but they do not have the education or qualifications to argue for gods existance. Which is why they don't off-course. They all say stupid stuff like, "it's up to us all to decide for ourselves". That's just avoiding the issue.
Granted that I was a bit harsh here. But as I've said earlier in this thread. The only thing the christian supernatural theories have going for them is personal experiences not reproducable in a laboratory. Science is great at measuring which stimuli our brains react from. If no scientist has ever been able to measure a message from god, then well...chances are pretty good nobody ever has recieved a message from god. This must be the one most studied field in history, so you can't blame it on nobody trying. The plain fact is that all of the evidence christian supernatural theories has are all highly circumstantial. Maybe O.J. was in fact guilty? Who knows? But are you willing to bet on it? I mean really? If you are then I do think you take this issue very lightly.
I'll just leave this. Religion means something else depending on who you ask. I'm a atheist. I believe that the evidence points towards it being wise to have faith in that god doesn't exist. There's aparently a lot of us. It's fair to say that Nietsche and Richard Dawkins are our greatest profets. Do I follow a religion? I think it's a pretty open question. We all have external ethical guides to our lives. Isn't that all religion is, really?
I do see myself as a highly spiritual person. I do believe we can send energies to one another. I don't believe there's something physical actually being sent, but whenever I'm around happy, intelligent and energitic people it feels like I have more energy. Is this belief a religious belief?
Religion is such an obvius part of how we think that we cannot imagine a paradigm of thought not including god or the supernatural. We have no words to describe the ununderstandable in any other way. An atheist is a non-teist. We have a very long way to go before we manage to break with god and religion being a natural part of our language and way to reason.
And you're by far the bravest religious person I've ever had the great privilige to have one of these discussions with.