Master, it was an honor and a pleasure to have been yours. i've missed you everyday that you have been gone. you were not only my Master but my lover, my partner, my best friend and my soulmate. i will treasure every moment and hold each memory of us close to my heart. i know this is not truly goodbye even though it feels as if my heart has stopped beating. these past few months since you have passed have been a struggle, and there are days i wish i would have died with you but i know that if you heard me say that you would totally beat my ass and desevedly so. i have fallen apart so many times only to have picked myself up and dusted myself off to move on to another day just as you showed me. i will continue to do so. I keep in mind that "Whatever is too rough for everyone else is just right for me". i am stronger that i thought i was and i have you to thank for that. you showed me that being me is pretty awesome, and that i am worthy of love and respect. i will never forget that and i will never forget you. I miss you and I love you and i thank you for being who you are. you truly were the baddest motherf****** in the valley, i hope i do you proud. love always and forever, your daffodil. until we meet again my love...