I cheat when I can....

I think it's because if I can cheat, then something isn't quite right. That he doesn't have the power over me that I wish he had.


Of course I'm just "sneaky" like that, and kinda hope to get caught
(Perhaps that means that the punishments aren't right? Who knows...)


Until I can find that one that doesn't make me want to cheat, I guess I will continue doing so.


I have weird values I suppose. Or perhaps a skewed perspective on how a D/s relationship should be.