Hm, this has been a very interesting topic indeed.

I also tend to have a very opposite sexual life then my real life. I was always an unruly, rebellious youth and still am, not much of an "order" taker. I hear that many subs in the past have submissive thoughts to follow there mothers, aunt's, etc orders, but I could be wrong on this its just something I read but I was never like that, I was actually a mothers nightmare when it came to sneaking out and not listening. Yet when it came to a girl I dated, I would do anything to make her happy and devote myself to them, never had any idea where it came from, it was never sexual i jsut always wanted to be a gentleman and if "they" where happy then "I" was happy. Of course I started having fantasys around that time of domination.

Now, I am a professional wrestler which is a very "macho man stereotype" profession. My character is very arrogant, egocentric, etc, and I play him well. I am not shy, in fact you could actaully say I am abit of a loudmouth and a troublemaker, and every now and again an asshole but never toward woman, *shurgs* I have no idea why harbor the urge to just give myself up and surrender to a beautiful woman and do whatever she said. I guess I am just a helpless romantic when it comes to that, of course I enjoy switching as well which holds up better to my personality but if I had to live my life as a sub or a dom, I would definetly be a sub.