Wow an unexpected surprise ,I read the contract proposals and reread them ,looking at Mike trying to get some idea of what he wanted ,his face remained impassive giving no hint as to what he wanted me to do
It was a no brainier of course ,to be married to him not being subjected to the horrible pain I had just endured ,Mike could get pissed and used whips and rods freely but as punishment ,not because he is an
out and out sadist ,and there in lies the rub ,on occasion I craved the pain ,the humiliation ,degradation and especially the pain .

I stayed on my knees ,daring not to look at him ,is any of this open for negotiation , my voice meek , I desperately wanted to be his woman ,to not have to put up the snide remarks of the sissy's to be boss
it sent shivers through me ,he took his time answering