hi bratty,

I understand all too well how you feel. A few months ago my Master denied my release until all pending tasks were completed. A few days of this sweet agony - the constantly aroused, 'full' feeling - and very little progress on the tasks owed, and I decided to go against the prohibition . . . only to find that my body would not let me cum. Sounds silly, I know, and then to make matters worse I had to admit to Master what I had done. He found it amusing and added another couple tasks to the ones I already had pending . . .

I feel I should point out here that I am what Ozme referred to as an 'ejaculatory orgasmer' (what a good phrase, Ozme!), so when I finally was allowed to cum, it was quite intense. I will never forget, though, being as frustrated as I as that night I wanted to cum so badly and my body betrayed me - just goes to show that a lot of this is in more than the conscious mind, at least as far as I'm concerned

hids