I am so glad to see you're on your way to a better place, Koppite. It will be hard for a while, but I am so glad to see that you are standing firm in your decision to do what is best for you. When it gets tough, just remember that you are worth it. You will find the right woman for you, one who can and will appreciate your gift of submission and devotion to her, and she will return it fully. I know it. *hugs to you*