alas and alack, no decent paddle was found, although I hefted a heavy leather flogger for the first time and now very badly want to be hit with one... it'll just have to wait until they're either less expensive or we have more money. But damn, just holding the thing turned me on.

Although two developments tonight, one good and one... ambiguous?
First, he decided that he is going to teach me to beg properly, which he will enjoy immensely and I will squirm over.
Secondly, and more decidedly awesome, he's now offically not just 'that guy I'm seeing', but an actual boyfriend. Although the word does feel funny when much of our relationship consists of things far less innocent than boyfriend somehow implies...
still makes me terrifically happy.