Originally posted by write4jetc
Oh, you poor man! There's nothing nicer than just sitting back, denying someone an orgasm ... especially when they've worked hard for it, they deserve it, they've begged and pleaded for it - and still, you just keep saying no!
*chuckles* Don't get him wrong, I like orgasms as much as the next person, I just don't hold as much weight to it. *shrugs* I have told him that if he enjoyed himself, if he was able to reach his climax, then that is anough for me. Call me weird, but I find just as much satisfaction in the orgasm as hearing/watching other people have one due to what I did. That is satisfaction enough for me.

To be honest, I feel better about myself when I am able to bring sexual pleasure. I guess it is aboost to my self esteem and make me feel that perhaps I am not as repulsive as I sometimes see myself.