As many of you have suggested, we've talked, and kinda came to the conclusion that maybe we need to take a few steps back in the D/s for now, since RL is hard on both of us. Indeed it's difficult for anyone but us to understand the situation enough to see the best path for it; still, input is always helpful.

Asides from the personal problem, though, I was just wondering if anyone else had this dilemma, as it still isn't really resolved in my mind. Like, if the dom plays with you as and when you want, you worry if he is just doing it to please you. Yet, if he doesn't, you feel neglected and unhappy. Giving strong hints, I believe, falls into the first category.

Tough life us subbies have.