Ok I change what I said, I found out my husband has some sub tendencies and wanted to switch with me, I tried it, failed miserably and now I feel like shit, both because I couldn't go through with what I promised, and even worse because he wants me to try it again. Really odd from me, because I have kicked the crap out of guys both literally and verbally, guess I just can’t do it to someone I love and respect.

Well now I know why he can’t stick with being Dom at least, which makes me depressed, guilty (For being depressed) and frustrated. (Finally got up the nerve to admit this, and realize I am never going to do anything more then part time play, which is really bumming me out)