I am really sorry if it cam across offensive - as that is certainly not how I meant it! Really.
Part of it is the word that I don't like but the greater problem is that I have a general insecurity about men getting down on me - about smell and taste etc. And that would just add to that.
That doesn't mean I find it appaling or disgusting in general - since that is my own special problem.
It's great if you have fun with it!

I'm really sorry if my words have offended anyone as that's really not what I wanted...

Laila