My task for today is to write about what happened last night and how I felt.

I was being punished--and this is what happened:

Naked...standing , legs spread wide open with spreader bar- wrists in cuffs attatched to hooks on pulleys stretched as far up and out as they would go. Blindfold. ---I have never felt so vulnerable as I did in that moment.

Then came the teasing. The soft touches that sent me instantly into what must be sub space. My body went weak for I was at his mercy. The hard smacks on my ass with those hands that I crave. The flogger....at first in a playful way all over my body. My breasts and stomach, inner thighs and back.

He abrubtly stopped the teasing to remind me that I had been bad and had to be punished. Then ..nothing..for what seemed like forever. I could feel him circling me and the piercing stare in his eyes. Oh how I wished I could see him.

I trembled with apprehension---wondering what was to come.

SMACK! The hot sting of the leather belt on my tender ass cheek. (oh how I love that belt) Another smack harder....more and more...getting harder each time---but he must have noticed the I was enjoying my punishment too much and stopped again....circling....circling.

"Do you trust me?'
With those words, I was reminded that this was, indeed, supposed to be punishment. "Yes, Sir. I trust you." I could barely get the words from my mouth. I knew that I had dissappointed my Sir, and that he was serious about teaching me a lesson.

A jerk of my hair, pulling my head back..then WHACK! The bamboo cane hard across my bare ass. The pain shot through me like I had never felt it. Several more hard whacks!! Had I not been supported by the ropes and cuffs, I would have surely fallen to my knees. My heart raced and I thought about how I had displeased him. I knew I deserved what I was getting. Another whack and I jerked forward.
--"BE STILL!! Next time you will do as I say, won't you?!!? "Yes, Sir!"

A few more smacks on my aching cheeks....then it stopped again.
I felt him taking off my blindfold, but it took me a minute to be able to open my eyes. When I finally could see, I looked up at him and he kissed me so gently and smoothed my hair. Then he rubbed aloe gel on my ass and released me from my restraints...so slowly and gently.

I was still shaking. He asked if I was cold. I don't know for sure if I was or not. Maybe I was, or maybe it (the shaking) was from the intensity of what I had experienced. Sir has reminded me repeatedly that "I don't know" is not acceptable, so I just said "Yes, Sir".

"Into bed!" ...his voice in the commanding tone that I know I sometimes require. I jumped in as fast as I could move and pulled the covers over me. He straightened the blankets to suit him and reminded me again about learning to do as I'm told.

"Go to sleep." He walked out of the room and ther I was, all alone, to re-live what I had been through until I fell asleep.


I admit that my mind gets foggy and I sometimes can't remember all that happens in a session, but this is what happened the best I can remember. I hope Sir will be pleased with my story. It's the best I can do right now, but I will work on my writing.