Thanks for talking with him for me. I appreciate it.

To tell you the truth, I've been crying in my room for the past hour thinking about what you've said, and you're right.

I know I'm pathetic ect. and I know that Doms don't want broken goods, but I don't know what to do about it. I'm just a sorry excuse for a person.

I'm scared that if I talk with my therapist about this sort of thing he'll reject me or something like that. I don't want to be rejected any more. I've started a letter to him, and I'm going to try and send it, but I don't know if I'm brave enough.

Please don't be angry with me, and I'm sorry for posting.