Hey, I used to think the same as you, that I was a pathetic loser and I did and said some really stupid things. I know what you;re going through and have been through some pretty harsh times myself.

If you want, you can always message me privately and we can chat or what not. I know this is the first time I have left a message here in quite sometime, but hey, Tourguide will make sure I don't get outta hand *chuckles* Feel free to do so or email me or whatever. Don't ever feel like you can't talk to someone about your problems. There is always someone, somehwere that has been through the same things you have and is more than willing to help out someone else.